Lucas posted yesterday that he could be worse off.
I suppose I am.
Our fights have been getting worse, any effort to keep Lucas in check is getting less and less likely to work. And... I think I am struggling to keep myself in check as well.
We fought yesterday on a stairwell, Lis saw us... Or rather, she saw me choke him 'till he almost passed out... I remember feeling my hands around his neck, how good it felt... How easily I could take his life away... Then I snapped out of it and ran.
We kissed and made up after but I don't wanna be like Mario, I really don't.
I'm not an abusive person.
I swear I'm not.
I swear it on his life.