Saturday, 18 June 2011

"Whenever you're in doubt or afraid, just focus on that time at the bus stop in the rain."
"I skipped home after that."
"Yeah. It was the perfect moment, an utterly empty street, rain pouring down, getting us both soaked and then that one moment..."
"We kissed."
"And all because I missed the last bus home." 
"Yeah, you could have stayed over."
"I had intruded on you enough that night, besides, there was no telling what would happen if my parents found out I'd slept with a man."
"To be fair, sleeping was all that was going to happen that night."
"But still I'd never be able to see you like that again..."
"You ready?"
"Never ready."
"I love you."
"I love you too."

That was our last conversation. Oh god... Joel...

I'm I'm sat here, having broken into someone's holiday home, with Joel on the bed... He's hurt, he's hurt bad. I'm not as good as him at treating wounds... He's got so many scars from this. I've done my best. He's currently either unconscious or in a coma, I can't wake him up and breathing just about. I'm trying to keep him drinking water, he does seem to swallow...


I saw Him above me and panicked! Joel rescued me but got attacked... I just held him, focusing on the bus stop and nothing happened. No pain from slendy... He was gone... I can't stop crying... Thetheplace was covered in Operator Symbols, we couldn't stay there so I carried him away...

I saw the bag there and I just slung it over my other shoulder... I have his wrench, the bat wasn't there, we have everything that was taken from us...

Going to lie next to him now and think about our first kiss. Elaine, we knew the risks when we agreed to do it, I just wish we'd been lucky like last time we saw him.



  1. Crap. Shit, crap, shit. HOSPITAL. NOW. SERIOUSLY. Call an ambulance and get him help.
    I told you, you're not allowed to die on me. Either of you.

  2. Yeah... You're right... Ringing now...

  3. Lucas, I'm so sorry.
    I don't know what to say, I mean I spent a few days in the hospital, but you and Joel are so close.

    I'll be praying for you two.
    Praying that you make it through OK.

  4. Sorry, any idea what happened to that update my blogger dashboard insists is here? I'm sure it's not your primary concern, but blogs going funny is usually a bad sign...

  5. I_L: We're safe, that's what's important right now...

    Elaine: It'll probably appear eventually. Blogger has a habit of being strange sometimes. I posted it once I got to the hospital...

  6. Alright. I'm just glad you're safe. And hopefully Joel will be alright?